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| 02:48am 30/08/2005 |
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mood:  deprived of blinking
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i dont do this anymore cause i dont know.
haha.
but i think i want to start again but i probably wont and im just sayin that cause i want to
start live journaling again....but i wont :(
wow...circles.
ok.
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| 05:12pm 14/04/2005 |
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mood:  sad
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wow.
i got my licence taken away until im like 19.
im fucking upset.
anway.
THIS PISCTURE IS HILARIOUS!
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| 09:06am 14/01/2005 |
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mood:  chipper music: mr. keifs classical ...lol
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james thats totally me and u...lol
<3 d |
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| 07:59pm 11/01/2005 |
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mood:  artistic
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You started out with promise
You started out with hope
Until all your dreams were fucked
by a drug called coke
You dropped into a depression
you couldn't climb out
because you were under the assumption
coke would help you out
you know your a mess
you need to quit
you need to confess
that this is it
you should stop now
before you get more addicted
i dont know how
your conflicted
what should i do?
theres nothing left to do but stand tall
i dont wanna be that dood
who has to tell your parents when you fall
i cant let you do this
theres too much yur gunna miss
mikey your one of the best
please, fucking give it a rest.
<3 D |
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| 10:10pm 10/01/2005 |
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I MISS ALIX!
COME BACK YOU HICK! LOL :)
<3 D |
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| 09:55pm 10/01/2005 |
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mood:  chippy and awake
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the couple that walks together RULE!!!!!!
THEY WALK THE WORLD DAVID...
and think...it all started in our little town of bethlehem. (lexington)
<3 d |
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| 02:00pm 08/01/2005 |
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mood: chipper music: BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
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its snowing...
im not excited...
:(
im bored...
cause shoveling sux...
and all my little princess friends
are sitting home in there fukin pj's watching some lifetime tv movie and
eating...
bah...
i wanna go but then again...its cold and wet.
i dunno...
<3 d
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| 01:18am 06/01/2005 |
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mood: accomplished
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im listening to my sister and her friend talk about LHS and how they lived there lives when they were there...
its sop funny hows it so much like my life now...and how all my friends are like...
so many things the same...drugs...alchohol....and so many things different...sex mainly...
when my sis graduated 1991 sex was not an issue...
no orgy's in the bathrooms at parties like these days...
barely any STD's were going around...
i dunno shit has gotten much more fucked as the years go on...
i guess im just stating the obvios...
but yeah...
so DICK BERGER is really unfortunate and so is DICK COX...
there gunna phone calls.
HA.NM. ;0
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| 04:18pm 12/12/2004 |
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mood:  so fuckin pissed
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im more upset then this stupid cat...
i hate "him" right now...
fuck him...
he isnt worth this buuuull shit!
<3 d
FUCK YOU!!!! |
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| 12:22am 12/12/2004 |
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mood:  hungry
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Sex: male
-Birthday: 12-8-87
-Color: skin
-Sign: sag
-Place of birth: lexington
-Current residence: lexy baby
-Hair color: Blonde.. sexy? i think sooooo
-Eye color: hazel
-Height: 6'
-Writing hand: Right
::BODY ILLS + SKILLS::
-Do you bite your nails: yes...way too often
-Can you roll your tongue: yes
-Can you blow smoke rings: sometimes...by accident
-Can you blow spit bubbles: yes...unfortunately
-Can you cross your eyes: yes
-Tattoos and where: long, painful story
-Do you make your bed daily: heh
-What's sexiest on a guy: tight shirt
-What's sexiest on a girl: tight shirt, tight pants
-Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl bitch
-Which utensils do you use to eat pizza: my fingees
-Do you cook: hella maornoi & cheese
::GROOMING::
-How often do you brush your teeth: morning, sometimes night
-Do you shower/bathe: everyday, on weekends maybe twice
-How long do these showers last: ranging 10-30 min
-Hair drying method: look in my b-room mirror and slpot it on my head, swoooosh it around, rinse
-Do you pee in the shower: ummm...lately no. my drain is kinda clogged...so pee would rush in between my toes :(
::SLEEPY STUFF::
-What color is your bedroom: sexy blue
-Do you use an alarm clock: yup...its my enemy
-Name four things or people you're obsessed with: my doggy, my car, my friends, food
-What's your sleeping position: cozy
-What kind of bed do you like: big soft comfortable bed
-In hot weather do you use a blanket: i use a sheet...i still need shelter :)
-Do you sleepwalk: no
-Do you talk in your sleep: no but its funny when james does...( mom...my balls!)
-How about the light on: t.v. or moonlight...bitch black scares me
-Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio: tv
::WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU::
-Had sex: 3 months ago
-Watched Bambi: wow...whiley ago
-Cried: a month ago
-Talked on the phone: 10 minutes ago
-Read a book: hahaha
::MUSIC::
-Is music important to you: yeah
-Do you sing: in the shower
-What instruments do you play: my life
-What do you think of Eminem: they tatse good
-In your opinion what band is the best of all time: i dont know...i hate that question
::DO YOU LIKE::
-Pop music: sometimes
-Punk music: not really
Rap music: only when im in the mood
-Hip-hop/RB: nope
-Country: lol makes me kinda throw up a little
::WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX::
-What do you notice first?: style
-Do you have a crush on anyone?: arther ;)
::DO YOU/ARE YOU::
-Could you live without the computer?: mmhmm
-What's your favorite fruit?: mandarin oranges in the can
-What hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: diff kinds hurt...
::NUMBER::
-Of times you have had your heart broken?: once
-Of hearts you have broken?: a couple...one is breaking now...(i still love u gilla!)
-Of people kissed?: too many...
-Of drugs taken illegally?: 3
-Of tight friends?: 6
-Of CD's owned: beh...whoz gunna count that shit??
-Of scars on my body?: a couple
::OTHER THINGS::
-I know: that life plays with you
-I want: arther to open up
-I have: rings
-I wish: i could fly
-I hate: poeple who hate on other people for bad reasons
-I miss: summer
-I fear: loosing the ones i truely love
-I hear: seinfeld
-I love: a warm bed
-I ache: for a real relationship, and not just flings...
-I care: about my frinds unconditionally
-I always: will love my dog
-I dance: goofy life
-I cry: when im drunk and i see my friends fight...lol...sad i know
-I write: so much of nothing
-I confuse: left and right
-I can usually be found: in my car...or wit arther or james or cailtin
-Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing: yeah...i hate that shit
::ARE YOU A...::
-Wuss: verbally no...physically....lets just say i can run
-Druggie: never...ever ever ever...i see too many people get dependant on drugs it makes me upset
-Gang member: yeah...i cant call us anyting though
-Daydreamer: ofcoarse
-Alcoholic: i think so
-Freak: isnt everyone
-Brat: gross...brats suck
-Sarcastic: yeesss
-Goody-goody: na
-Angel: when i need to be
-Devil: na
-Friend: yup...i couldnt stop being a friend even if i wanted
-Shy: when im meeting new people
-Adventurous: when it doesnt invlove climbing, running, jogging, sleeping , hiking, or biking in the woods
-Intelligent: in life yes...book smart not so much
::SELF ANALYSIS YOU PROBABLY DON'T WANT TO DO::
-Your best feature [personality]: friendly
-Most annoying thing you do: uhh.... probably complain
-Biggest mistake you've made thus far: starting smoking ciggs
-Describe your personality in one word: kickin
-A smell that makes you smile: bodhi after a bath...arther:)
-A city you'd like to visit: paris
-A drink you order most often: coke
-The music you prefer while alone: postal service
-A TV show you watch regularly: friends |
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| 11:00pm 07/12/2004 |
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mood: YAY
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yay...
im really happy...
and a few of you know why!
so im wondering how this will all un-fold...
anything could happen between us...
its just a matter of time before something really fukin odd happens...
cause thats the kind of relationship im in right now...haha...
i dont even know how to approach...
maybe it will be awkward...maybe not...
we'll have to see...
G'NIGHT :)
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| 12:36am 07/12/2004 |
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mood:  chipper/cold music: singing "take warning" in my head
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im hypeee...
i dont know why exactly...
hhhmmm
i think im in deep thought but i cant really tell...
maybe sleep deprivation is a major cause in my floopyness right now...
(sigh) anyway...
you know whats like the best movie ever>>
LIAR LAIR with JIM CAREY...
really fukin funny...and awesome and spectacular!
yay.
my eyes keep un-focusing...thats been happening a lot lately...
im wondering if i need glasses...
that would suck...
wow im going to stop rambling cause my eyes hurt and im sure your going annoyed by reading my blabber...
it was soooooo cold today i couldnt breathe...
and when i laughed it hurt...
i couldnt even smoke 2 buts at lunch...my lips were like numb and my fingers were non-active for the next couple classes...oi yo oi...
goodness gracious great balls of fire!
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| 08:12pm 02/12/2004 |
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mood: aggravated
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wow...
i feel so bad for the situation with david and mikey...
it just sux what happened...
but only time will heal this fukin mess so theres no point in bringing it up again...
uuuuuummmmm
history sux...
mr.t is overloading us with work and everykid in the class is going to complain to the administrator cause there the only ones that seem to have power over shit life that...
ms.striz is helping us too...
she had us all write down exactly what mr.t was doing and why it was WRONG...
so i hope something changes soon...
my photo teacher gave us a lecture today... (not like him at all)
it was kinda fucked up...
he was like, "if you guy dont meet my criterea by the end of the simester then i will have to give u a C foe the qaurter just to keep u out of photo 2 class...even if u have signed up for photo 2, if i dont see you working hard enough and priducing enough film and pictures...then i will perpously give u C which will stop you from returing to this class for the last two simesters"
it just worried me alout cause i love photography...
and i want to major in it in college but if i dont "meet his expectations" he could be the one keeping me from that goal...
aahhh i dunno...
i just felt like ranting about school...
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| 10:48pm 28/11/2004 |
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mood: calm... music: the darkness --> i believe in a thing called love
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me and devon and james saw a really horrible foreign film tonight...
it was about that guy on the t-shirts (fidele castro) or whatever...
i thought it might be ok...but woah was i WRONG...
but then we drove around alittle and listened to the mix that alix made for me <3 luv u!
yeah...
and rose and david are GROSS...
i mean...maybe a bad choice of words...
so ASS HOLES is better...
they are fucked up...
david=bad friend (to everyone)
rose=horrible girlfriend (to mikey)
-they are hurting him sooo bad and they wont stop...
THAT IS SOOOOO WRONG...EXPECIALLY ON DAVIDS PART CAUSE HE IS BEST FRIENDS WITH MIKEY...
he told me its affecting him alot...accept he wont admit it to rose and david for whatever reason...
its fucked...
well...
luv to MOST!
<3 dan |
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| 12:41am 28/11/2004 |
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mood: content
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well tonight was...interesting...
i hung out with a bunch of people, including devon who i havnt seen in a while so it was ausome seeing her...
she decided to see her ex-b "jacob" who is a fukin ass hole fuk...!
i wont get into it though...umm
i got pulled over and the cop almost took my license away cause i had only had it for 1 week and i had 7 people in a 5 person car...
but he just gave me a warning....uhh sooooo thankful :)
this whole rose and david situation is just making me sick...
its like...everyone is telling them to stop and that it is hurting mikey SO BAD but they just dont fucking care...rose doesnt have to car cause she has only know mikey and david for a short while...
but david is a backstabbing jew fuck that deserves to be shot in the feet...he is such a horrible friend...the best friends that david has, have all said, "david never cared about any of us at all, this situation is just proving it", OR "rose and david both deserve death and have no compation for mikey"...
i think i agree with both statements...
we drove into boston again tonight, which was ausome...we went to BURRITO MAX---FAVORITE PLACE!!!
SO GOOOOOOD!
we found our way back just fine...which was good :)
alright well goodnight.
<3 dan |
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| 11:53pm 26/11/2004 |
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mood: SLEEPY music: POSTAL SERVICE...DONT WAKE ME, I PLAN ON SLEEPING
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holy fuckin poop...
this weekend has been kinda CRAZY!
alot of stuff has changed for me...
and my friends...
1.) wednesday night we all got drunk and went to the center (same thing as all the time)...
alot of bull shit and what not was going around that night (again same usual shit)...
there were tears...screams...whatever...but i had the best insight ever...
that most of the people there were better then this...
better then just slumming in the center fighting about petty little bull shit that happens ALL THE FUKIN TIME!
and so i shared this with alot of people...and i got really upset that this was our idea of what we should do on a weekend night..."GETTING DRUNK" ISNT A PLAN, even though it seems to have been one of our only plans for the past year or so...
i had a long convo with caitlin and james...
me and caitlin decided NO MORE DRINKING...AT ALL, and no more getting involved with the drama that happens in our group...and thats where # 2 starts
2.) so with this new found respect for teenage life...me,gilly,mikey,caitlin,sarah, and arther went into boston tonight...
gilly and mikey in my car...
caitlin and sarah in arthers car.
we were all so happy to get out of lex and be sober and we had SOOO much fun...until caitlin, sarah and arther decided to smoke up...
i told arther i didnt know how to get back to lex from where we were in boston and told him he wouldnt be able to get back if he was high...
he was all "no problem, im a better driver when im high anyway"...
i just rolled my eyes and didnt want to discuss it any further.
so me and gilly and mikey wait until they were done smoking and went into sum stores and had a good tome...
ok so it was time to go and we hopped in the cars and i was fallowing him all over the place and he was randomely switching back and forth between like 4 lanes and just being shitty, then he was all the way to the left and trying to make a right turn...
so he cut infront of everyone and made the turn...unfortunatley his blinker wasnt even on so i didnt even know he was fukin turning... i had to keep going cause boston drivers fukin sock cock while driving so there aggressive and fucked up...
anway arthers car was tooooo high to function so they drove aimlessy around boston looking for us and me gilly and mikey were left to find home...
blah blah blah...
we got home at 11:45...
my parents didnt really care (thank ghandi) haha...clever, no?
3.) anyone that reads this is gunna know about the rose and mikey accident so im not going to talk about it like i was there...
mikey is one of my best friends...and it really fukin makes me pissed when bad things happen to good people...ESPECIALLY CAUSE HE WASNT EVEN DRIVING, AND GOT FUCKED OVER ANYWAY...
so far this weekend there have been too bad car situations...both because of drugs!
maybe its not such a good idea to DO DRUGS AND DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOPEFULLY PEOPLE WILL UNDERSTAND THAT, NOW THAT IT HAS HAPPENED TO THEM...
<3 DAN
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